Lately Ived been noticing the sudden change of my sisters attitude towards me and the poeple around her. And just recently we had an argument that triggers a gap between us.
Then . . .
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She gave me a letter.
Kuya,
Im sorry if I am a bad sister to you, I feel so ashamed. I am truly sorry, didnt see myself how bad I was to you. I thought thing were working out very nicely between us. I thought its the kind of bonding we have. Some jokes that I say might be funny but sometimes I do not know what words comes out from my mouth. I cannot find the best words how to tell you this, but you are the only man in my life that can hurt me this way maybe because I just love you so much and Im so scared to lose you, to feel far away from you I didnt mean the bad acts I shown you the past days and the words I said that hurt you.
I cant tell you these words I said in front of you because I am so down and ashamed of myself that I am a bad sister for the best brother in the world.
Im so sorry kuya.